Different Isn’t Wrong

My new job is different in almost every way I could imagine…except for Sunday church and wearing my uniform.

The hours are different, the work load is different, the employees are different, lunch time is different, and even I’m different.  I have to be in order to accomplish all the tasks that pile up on my desk everday.  Thank God for my to-do lists.

With all the different I’m easily stressed that my schedule is off and I’m not doing what I’m supposed to do.  Eat dinner at 6pm, workout 6 days a week, and blog pretty much daily.  I’m stressed by it but I also miss it.  Routine is comfort and right now I’m way out of my comfort zone.  The letter to myself a month ago and gchatting with good friends are the only thing keeping me sane at times.

But I’ve had to remind myself, this differnet isn’t wrong.  The internet, the blog world, my blog friends and even my little blog here at It All Changes aren’t going to die if I can’t blog everyday…or even with a consistent schedule I’d planned for.

It’s different from my plan but it’s not wrong. Adjustments to new situations are normal and I need to be less anxious and more happy I’m in a position I love (busy times and all). And it doesn’t / and probably won’t have to stay this way.  In fact every part of my life is in flux.

Duh Cynthia…just remember what you told yourself from the start.  You may not like it but the changes keep coming, learn to adjust and accept them.  Remember…

IT ALL CHANGES.

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